People don't care about me both in real life and internet.

I'm bullied for eternity in school since childhood.

In my childhood, the embarrassing moments keep going on my brain over and over. My parents are stupid. They think I was watching porn on YouTube even YouTube doesn't allow porn videos. It wasn't a porn video. It was this video I watched:

Jgarrard (The founder of Creepypata Fanon Fictional Wiki) banned me for no reason, just look what have he done:

I don't know if I can end my life like this. Please Help me.